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dear you, i know that we're not a couple but everyone knows that we're more than friends. you've been there, thanks for acting like you cared for this whole time this whole goddamn 5 months :'( never thought that we'll be apart like this and i hate how suddenly i know that im not ur really one and only, just so you know it hurts so bad. i love you and im glad that i know that you love me too. but thing went so complicated, and i guess you're happy with her. without me. ok but im absolutely not. once again im not okay. loving you is like well idk... full of happiness and bullshits. i just confused. why you did this? i know you're a goddamn jerk but somehow i keep loving who hurt me the most, and thats you. i saw ur status. haha. how i miss you when i looked at our photos our chats, when im starting flashing-back thinggy, remember how you protected me from those abanng2 rusuh haha when you drove me back when you smiled at me, when you said "ceking, dagu berlebihan hahaha, the day we first met aaand etc. srry i just cant hold on anymore and i know its sucks how i must accept that you love her too, and im falling apart lykkk daaamn how could this is happening haha nevermind ok.... longlast. hope you always happy with her and for this time im still in love with you. yep. haha just forget about it. ok once again thanks. really appreciate what you've done to me. bye alay :"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""(

hang-out

ok hi there. im going to tell ya my last week activity. umm dunno where to start. ok i hang out with aga (again) haha plus rifkyshelin & kevingia. yep they're couples. and im not. HAHA. ok we watched Resident Evil: After Life. not bad. well but i didnt like the zombie thingy. ohyea we went to fx. first aga picked me up at alpus, cause im about to visit my lovely and funny teacher named pak nirwan. but i didnt have much time sooo sorry papiii im not visiting you hehe well i've already promised to hangout first, huhu gwrs papiii me love youu :)

theen we went to sency accompanying shelin and rifky. then i met ryka!!! and she's so damn hysterical about meeting someone! hahah theeen my mom called me. ask me lyk "where are ya??? i've waited here since 1 hours ago!!!" then aga drove me back with rifky. then i went to ps met my parents. bought some clothes and othersss. well its my mom's birthday!!! happy birthday mommy you know me love ya! even tho' you're pretty much annoying :P but you're still my one and only mom! right? right!

almost forgot!!!! about jakarta jam day 01!! me mellia and annah watched flo rida, chinggy, fade2black and flo rida crew that so what ever name haha but they were pretty cool pretty awesome tho. butt in the end of the concert my mom began to mad and nangging all the time! bcause its already 00:00! and im still stuck between those fucking carss. well blame flo rida mom! not meee :P hehe

ok thats all haha but there's still other stories that i cant share HEHE. OK THEN LOVE Y'ALL

regards, dharmest. xoxo

last day.

hi there readers. today is the last day of my school holiday. quite sucks isn't? yep. im not going anywhere this holiday. i just spent my last weekend with aga. pretty fun. yep 1st we watched switch


almost forgot. with his driver to named ujang. haha then we met rifky, then doing alot of chit-chat and othersss then etc etc.

oh yea im soooo not cant wait flo rida concert!!!! im going to that concert with mellia, annah, hasya and idk else. ok thats all i gotta go showering. or my mom gonna mad at me. BOOO mommy. toodles! :*

bold what you like

1) Striped socks.

2) Winter vacation.
3) Minty breath.
4) Warm hands.
5) Sublime.
6) Proving people wrong.
7) Sketching.
8) Steel drums.
9) Tampons.
10) The Sims 2.
11) Kissing.
12) Backpacks.
13) Cloudy weather.
14) Picking out presents for people.
15) Kevin Flamme.
16) Boys.
17) Old movies.
18) Reminiscing.
19) Mario Party.
20) Orange juice.
21) Interesting people.
22) Late-night texting.
23) Cool teachers.
24) Levi jeans.
25) The city bus.
26) Cardigans.
27) Sneezing.
28) Drinking cold water.
29) Finding money in my pockets.
30) Making connections.
31) Books.
32) Bolding surveys.
33) A clean bedroom.
34) Collages.
35) Meeting people.
36) Comfortable positions.
37) Headphones.
38) Marathons.
39) Packing to go somewhere.
40) Mascara.
41) Daydreaming.
42) Possibilities.
43) Ramen.
44) Notepads.
45) Burt’s Bees.
46) Babysitting.
47) Actually getting homework done.
48) Feeling good about myself.
49) Complimenting people.
50) PostSecret.
51) Confiding in people.
52) Themed things.
53) T shirts.
54) Gentlemen.
55) Singing harmonies.
56) Being surprised.
57) New clothes.
58) Target.
59) Long eyelashes.
60) Bright Eyes.
61) Naps.
62) Nicely-dressed boys.
63) Barack Obama.
64) Tweezed eyebrows.
65) Inside jokes.
66) Eye-contact.
67) Acronyms.
68) Thinking.
69) Animals.
70) Collecting turtles.
71) Understanding.
72) Friendship bracelets.
73) Meaningful items.
74) Simon & Garfunkel.
75) Silly pictures.
76) Raspberries.
77) Not going to school.
78) Star Trek.
79) Reading blogs.
80) Showering away problems.
81) Worn-in shoes.
82) Paranormal televison shows.
83) Facebook chat.
84) Baked ziti.
85) Visiting my elementary school.
86) Soft blankets.
87) Big words.
88) Staying up late.
89) Second chances.
90) Piggy-back rides.
91) Saying words over and over until they sound really strange.
92) Surrealism.
93) The feeling of relief after going pee.
94) Home videos.
95) Unusual names.
96) Diving boards.
97) Smilies.
98) Cats.
99) Feeling better.
100) Considerate people.

Happy Ied Mubarak

Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin you guys! sorry for all o my mistakes and my stupidness haha.

any wayyy im going to post some picture during lebaran hahah. here we go:

and thats kafka and pukka LOOK HOW CUTE KAFKA IS KYAA, he's my cousin btw.

thats me with my sister, pukka.

ok thats all dudos see ya!

from gadism's : 100 Truths!

1. Last beverage → coca cola
2. Last phone call → Mom
3. Last text message→ rizky
4. Last song you listened to → shots-LMFAO
5. Last time you cried→ 2 days ago.

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → No
2. Been cheated on? → nope
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → yes.
4. Lost someone special?→ well i guess i did
5. Been depressed?→ sort of
6. Been drunk and threw up? → Nopey

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Purple
2. Pink
3. Blue
4. Silver

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → Yes i did
2. Fallen out of love → of course
3. Laughed until you cried → i guess everydayy...
4. Met someone who changed you → well... it happened 1 month ago.
5. Found out who your true friends were → Yeppp
6. Found out someone was talking about you → oh yea sure.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend list → yepp
8. How many people on your friend list do you know in real life → umm cant count it
9. How many kids do you want to have → 3!
10. Do you have any pets → NOOOO :'( my mom just gave my rabby to my aunt. how fucked up, and now i miss him...
11. DO you want to change your name? → No
12. What did you do for your last birthday → huh.... hangout with friends
13. What time did you wake up today → 05;00
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? → chatting with people while waiting for praying istikoroh hm 0:)
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → .......... PERCY JACKSON 2!!!!!!
16. Last time you saw your father→ a couple of minutes
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → my bad habbit. thats all.
18. What are you listening to right now → um my sister voice -_-
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yes. well through omegle...
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → ???
24. Most visited web page → Twitter.

1. What's your name → Dharmesti Anindyanari
2. Nicknames → Dharmest, mest, Dhar, nyet,
3. Relationship Status → single
4. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
5. Male or female or transgendered → Female
6. Elementary →Mexico Elementary School
7. Middle School → SMPI AL-Azhar Pusat
8. High school → SMAI Al-Azhar Pusat 3
10. Hair color → Blackyy
11. Long or short → long enough :p
16. Height → .....
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → um... well yeah
18. What do you like about yourself → idk... i guess nothing
19. Piercings → No
20. Tattoos → No
21. Righty or lefty → Righty

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → when i wasss 5 i guess
23. First piercing → 6th grader
24. First best friends → Nadya!
26. First sport you joined → BASKETBALL
27. First pet → fish -_-
28. First vacation → java....
29. First concert → COBRA STARSHIP<3
30. First crush → lutfi HAHA
49. Eating → promina thinggy i guess
50. Drinking → mommy;s milk
52. I'm about to → eat
53. Listening to → teenage dream - katy perry
55. Waiting for → YOU TO GREET.

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? → Yes
59. Want to get married? → Yes
60. Careers in mind? → HAVE NO IDEA HAHAHA

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → Hugs
70. Shorter or taller → Taller
71. Older or Younger → older!
72. Romantic or spontaneous → both :p
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice stomach
74. Sensitive or loud → Loud!
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → No
79. Drank hard liquor → No
80. Lost glasses/contacts → Yesssssss
81. Sex on first date → No!!
82. Broken someone's heart → um sorry but yes hehe
83. Had your own heart broken → yeahhh
85. Been arrested → No
86. Turned someone down → Yes
87. Cried when someone died → yes....
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → sort of
90. Miracles → yeaah but not really
91. Love at first sight → Yes, i've been there.
92. Heaven → Yup
93. Santa Clause → No
95. Kiss on the first date? → No
96. Angels → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → .....yes
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → No
99. Had a pregnancy scare? → No
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → Yeaah bcause im friggin boreddd

FASTING

hello. im hungry, because im fasting yea! haha um have nothing to do cause im not going to school. holiday just started um 3 days ago i guess. haaaa i'll post some photos during ramadhan. yepp meet my new school mates yeah ALPUS 3 2013.

well not all of em but thats when we break-fasting-together at omar's plus Saur on the road. (from left to right: ryka, sabila, me, della, ashfira, mega, nadya, gia, asya, augie, mitha, nadoom, caca, ano, aysha, fanni, tayu, raya, annah, rena and omar! and still sooo many pictures. and then this is the break-fasting-together thingy at our beloved school.

and this is the pict when iqsi's birthday bash at her house, well si it was quite awesome but your house is soooo far far awayy from mine...

andd the last but not the last the birthday guurrrllllllll named IQSI well i know this is sucha late-post but HAPPY BIRTHDAY IQSIII ONCE AGAIN!! WISH YA ALL THE BEST<3

ok then toooolooooous :*